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So I knew this might happen, just didn\'t think it was going to happen so quickly. My 11-year relationship crashed and burned three months ago, and her 3-year relationship ended sometime a little earlier. We\'re both rebounding and it looks like we\'re trying to rebound into each other. I know she wants to relocate back East to the Boston area to her family, and I am leaving next year for California. It\'s pretty much doomed before it starts, so it needs to not get off the ground. This is hard because I\'ve never been alone for more than a few weeks in my life, and now it\'s been about three months and it totally sucks. So here I go walking away from it before it starts. If nothing else, I have a date for the upcoming Sonic Youth concert and I can also salvage our friendship. It sucks, but it has to be this way. I can\'t let myself fall into any serious emotional entanglements and I\'ve learned that relationships based on just temporary sex never really work out how one wishes they would. This post is going to self-destruct by late afternoon because I don\'t want certain people reading it when they get home from work. I just needed to get it out.
outcome:
Oops, perhaps I have a problem with single quotes. Well the righteous porkchop and beet salad on a chair isn't too bad anyway. You're never alone with porkchops and salad.
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