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I hate that I find myself living in a situation I thought I'd left years ago. I hate that my faith in Jay's been shaken by this. I hate that my faith in Shelly's been shaken. I hate it that after 8 months Jack doesn't trust me enough to tell me how he feels. I'm sick of wondering if he just likes me or if he's actually invested his heart. I hate that I have to assume he loves me rather than simply knowing it and receiving his specific reassurance. I hate it that the most unalloyed declaration of love I've received from anyone in the last year is from a 6 year old boy. Am I not worthy of an unalloyed expression of affection? I HATE THIS.
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